paul

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 18:39:48 GMT

Well here i am again on another excting friday night at work! Im in a fairly good mood though. Im pretty sure james didnt cheat on me too which is good just a massive misunderstanding but still made me angry. And the good news is that IM NOT WORKING GRAVEYARD ANYMORE!

As of next week i will be working days instead of nights, and to top it off i have saturday and sunday off! I have a normal life again! Im so happy bout that coz work was beginning to get draining having no life! I have to get my Manual license in like 5 days though but at least it means a normal job again!

Well how are you guys all going? Hope everyone is good and take it easy till we speak again!!!

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 16:12:06 GMT

I hate not being able to say what i suspect or feel coz it can often cause more problem than its worth.
Last night when i had to come to work some of our freinds were at our house drinking and smoking cones getting ready to go out. With us was this gay young guy from collie who one of our friends in melbourne asked if we could take out while he's in town. It annoyred me that i had to go but everyone was going out together so it wasnt too bad. Then all night i was messaging James and he always texts me straight back and it went 4 hours until he finally called at 3am, he said that everone went out except for him and this country boy, but he apparently passed out at 12 even though he was sober when i left at 10:30, he said that he had just woken up and gone home. This made me feel a bit suspicious just being them who would have been very drunk staying at home when im at work all night.

In the morning when i got home i felt stupid for thinking anything and just decided it was me being paranoid. But when i was making the bed today i noticed a big patch of lube on the under sheet, i know its lube coz its colured and flavoured and you can smell it. But because im not 100%m certain i feel like i shouldnt say anything coz then he'll think i dont trust him. This is really a fucked up situation and i just dont know what to say.

I think ill tell him what i found and if he says no than ill try to believe it, but i know his past! i just cant even pretend to be happy or comfortable around him right now, i wont hate or blame him if its true but i dont want to put up with this, it makes me feel stupid!

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 17:13:12 GMT

....Not sure what to say about this quiz!! ha ha

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 17:10:33 GMT

Well back at work after another riveting weekend. I never end up doing much on my days off, its annoying coz people only ever want to go out when im working, but oh well its all good!

It was our last night at niche on thursday, we were going to keep doing it but we cant really be bothered until maybe spring or summer. Even then i dont really wanna keep doing it, people want a club and james runs great clubs, not bars! Bars are boring but i said that from the beginning! Oh well we will be back with more exciting events!

I finally got my 3 phone the other day. Its so cool, you can download entire video clips and they are even really good quality. The camera and video talk is really cool too. I was watching the big brother house today but its not that exciting, they were combing each others hair..definately worth the money! You should all check out 3 shops before optus and telstra start video calling at the end of the year coz there deals are so cheap, and you dont have any contract, if you want to stop the service you just pay off the rest of the phone and your done! And its free to call any 3 phones 24/7 so you should all move network so we can talk for free! Well thats my salesman speach!

Hope you all have a good weekend and dont party too hard!

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 20:41:26 GMT

Im in a great mood this morning, i have 3 days off starting in 2 hours!

LAUREN!! - im gonna come visit you this evening ok? James is working from 5-9pm so im gonna come over then for a couple of hours to catch up! I'll give you a call later on ok!

Well i will speak to you all over the weekend coz it will be good to catch up while i have some time? have fun

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 21:40:52 GMT

TOnight has been such an interesting night! Im at work and these virgin blue airline staff are just drinking and talking to me all night! They keep saying im so nice and then the girls keep saying im gorgeous, one of them even asked for a kiss...which i reluctantly gave her! Ha ha. they are all gonna try to get me a job with Virgin Blue, i dont even think i wanna work for Virgin but hey at least it keeps options open!!

I have to work tonight so i wont be up at 4play, it sucks coz the cast of We will rock you are coming up for a function they booked! Oh well, at least i get this weekend off for Bjorn Again!!! Should be good.

Well speak to you all later

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 21:22:26 GMT

Im at work once again, but its all good coz i have a day off today!! Its gonna be wicked even though theres not much to do. I think ill have to have a little survivor marathon.

My livejournal yesterday jinxed my little big brother hottie Kane! He's up for eviction this week for the first time! Damn me and speaking too soon. I bet hell go just to piss me off!

Well all vote for someone other than Kane and gimme a call if your not doing anything wednesday coz ill have a free day!

Take care...and SAVE KANE

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 20:42:46 GMT

Hey all,

Hope your lives have been full of excitement! I know mine hasnt but hope you guys have better luck!
TOday i finally decided to get a new mobile! Ive been shopping around for ages for a good plan and have decided to go with this great offer from 3. You get one of those brand new video/still camera phones with MP3 player and you can download songs and music clips! Its on this $99 talk cap plan where no matter how over that amount you go the bill each month is only $99. Thats so cool. You also get free calls to any 3 phone any time and really cheap for others....and the best part is it has live streaming from the big brother house! Im pretty excited so it should be good!
Antone else have camera phones so i can send you crazy pics and videos???

Well other than that nothing much exciting has happened, except i did get this weekend off work completely..my first weekend in 4 months, i got this awesome party to go to on saturday and we're going to metropolis fremantle, and on Sunday we're going in a limo to see Bjorn again! It should be great. Im gonna party so hard my head will fall off.

Well until my next update, take care and keep it real.

P.S - Any one else think Kane from big brother is hot! He's so my perfect little man!! Ha Ha

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 20:27:37 GMT

Hi everyone, how you all doing! I havent really got that much useful information to share with everyone today, im just at work, such a long boring saturday night! I hope you guys are all out partying, dont take the weekend for granted coz when its gone you'll be angry old nannas like me!!

Since i had this job ive really been loving DVD's coz its all i ever get to do! Remember the days when you had to rewind a video every time you wanted to watch it, and there were never any special features! Im so glad they've been replaced ! Yay for DVDs. We're so gonna be like "i rememeber when you had to rewind a video cassette..." to our grand kids! Ha ha.

Just a short comment, how cool is Allyria/Fred on angel now. That story line is so saving that show, but its getting really good now with only 4 episodes left, those of you who have not been watching it!grrrrrrr should make sure you watch it for the season finale coz connor is back and the senior partners will be there too!

Well hope you all take care and send me a text this week coz id like to catch up but am rarely awake to answer phone so yeah..send me messages people!!!
.....thats means you too elena coz ill be visiting you very soon!

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 15:50:02 GMT

Another short but sweet weekend is over for me and im back behind the desk at work! Hooray for me! Its ok though coz i had really good days off.

Last night at 4play was really good, lots of people this week, most of them straight though i think but it was all good! We just drank all night long, i ended up literally stumbling out of the club at 2am, such a trashy picture that was! Ha ha.

I also finally found the Survivor DVD's ive been searching for for ever! I saw them in empire, the whole 1st season for $80, its so exciting, i wanna be at home now watching it! :( I also got this wicked X-men nintendo game for like $20 on sale, such a good little shopper this week.

Well hopefully see yas soon!

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 16:02:14 GMT

Hi again everyone!
Today i finished watching season seven! Such a good season, i didnt like it really last year but when you watch it all in a row its fantastic! The definate highlight is the wheelchair fight between Anya and Andrew! I could not stop laughing, and still 12 hours later it brings a smile to my face!

Did anyone watch "Theres something about Miriam" Tonight. It was so funny, it was the one where she revealed that shes a man, the guy that won was so shocked he said he'd go on the holiday with her/him anyway but then ditched her! One of the cheaky young pommy boys said he would kiss her and a lot more for $10,000. Ha ha, such a funny show!
I wanna make my own reality dating show where at the end the guys all find out that the girl is really....a cardboard cut out! The scandal!!!

I also watched the Apprentice for the first time last night! I figured since i love survivor i should watch the creators new show. I thought it was great! They are all so bitchy, but i got so angry coz my tape cut out just as they were about to fire somebody! Grrrrr. Damn ancient VCR technology.

Well I will hopefully speak to you all soon, come up this week, it would be good to have lotsa people come so we become a big night!

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 16:43:30 GMT

Hello again, im at work and not exactly with it! It's so bad we got this new creeper cones and i onkly had 2 at like 9:30 but im still feeling crazy. Work is so much more interesting like this!

Did anyone watch Big brother tonite? It was so shit, this guy Merlin got evicted and when he came out he put black tape on his mouth and held up a sign saying "Free the refugees" and refused to speak to gretel, they had to get him off the stage and the show was chaotic, left an oppurtunity for Gretel to do some great ad lib, that show would be so crap without Gretel. I think ive just fallen in love with Miss Killeen again!

Well i hope you all have a constructive week and try to do something to do with a country you've never heard of and we all might just learn something!!

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 18:14:56 GMT

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Sat, 12 Jun 2004 18:10:46 GMT

Hey everyone, how you all doing! I hope you are all enjoying the lovely weather!!

Its so funny, tonight at work i fully get to be manager man, coz we got a new guy on night shift and he keeps calling me sir! Cant stop laughing but lovin the power trip! Hope you guys are at least having more fun then those unfortubnate enough to work all weekends!

Thursday night was pretty good. It was so good to see Lynsey, Celeste and Kieron, i had a great time with you guys. Everyone else, its cool for not coming dont blame ya coz it rained so much the niche courtyard flooded! Ha ha.

Well hopefully see ya soon and have fun!!

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 15:56:53 GMT

Ok my happy post from yesterday was too good to be true wasnt it? I just got into work and checked my roster and they've decided not to give me the weekend off that they had promised and instead to give me a tuesday night off and thats all! Thats so fucked! I work every single fucking day for so long and they cant even keep a promise to give me one weekend off! I think ill just kick up a stink and say i cant work that weekend and have already made plans! I cant let this job try to control me or ill be there slave for ever!

Ok glad i got that out. So whos coming to play tomorrow?? You guys should try to come, it'll be fun but its all good if you cant.

Well hopefully see you all tomorrow if not at some other stage!!

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 18:56:26 GMT

For once im in a fairly good mood at work, probably coz ive only got one shift left after tonight! Ive worked a 50hr week this week, so exhausted already!
Its cool as well coz ive been given a weekend off in a couple of weeks and it just happened that its the same night as my friend Oakley's 23rd which is gonna be a MASSIVE party and i thought i wouldnt be able to go. Its funny how all my little problems just dont affect me as much when theres something to look forward to. Its so what i need.

I also cant wait for thursday coz at least i can just drink and dance and be happy, no work! It'll be cool to see some of you there but its ok if not! Amy you should so come up and have a crazy night with me, sounds like you need it to, and arent you going to bingay before hand, if so theres NO EXCUSE!

Well i will speak to ya all later and ill be awake most of the day today, have to do stuff for niche, so gimme a call anyone if you want coz ill be able to answer.

Take it easy, and if your down just think of retarded midget drag queens chasing pink ducks and you';ll feel better!!

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 18:05:24 GMT

Hello again,

I cant believe im still at work, im so over this place. Its horrible to have no real contact with reality but thats the way night shift feels. I have to drag myself to work and pretend to be happy while everyone else is snug in their bed or relaxing at home, and then when its my turn to relax and go home everone is heading off to work/study. It really does things to your head being so out of wack with everyone else.

I had another fight/argument with james today. Its just so draining. I cant even be angry about it coz i got too much else to deal with. The thing with james is if hes angry about something he'll go days without saying a word to me and being very uncomfortable to be around. Then when he finally does tell me whys hes angry at me im just pissed off how miserable hes made me feel by ignoring me that we get into a fight. Its always over something stupid that i dont even know i did or that i cant help. He treats me like a child so much its really getting to me!! I just dont feel up to this relationship but still care about james which makes it complicated!! I feel that ive lost myself in this relationship and im just living james' life. I need some independance. Its what being young is all about.

Well dont wanna get too deep into it coz i could be typing for hours!

Have Fun guys and i will hopefully see you all soon.

PS - Celestina, you doing anything on wednesday?? gimme a call if ya want

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 22:03:24 GMT

heya all,

can you guess where i am? well if you guessed Uzbekistan than you were close, im at work again. I was just singing along to this song on the radio until i realised it was evil alanis! I cant believe i was singing it...and at work! so embarrasing.

I cant wait till the weekend. I wanna do something crazy and james is working so if anyone wants to hang out thatll be cool. I was watching buffy 7 again today, forgot about that epsiode with cassie!! Its really cool, and next is the Anya episode, cant wait to get stoned and watch that when i get home.

Well im kinda just rambling but cant wait to catch up with ya soon!

PS - Dont forget to watch Miriam on Big Brother tonight!!!

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 16:22:28 GMT

Hello my livejournal people, how are we all going??

Hope everyone that came on thursday had a good time. I ended up getting so smashed. It was great coz i havent done that for so long!! I ended up yacking when we got home and dont even remember how we got home. Crazy!! It would have been good if it was busier but i guess its still uni exams and its a bit cold, but im sure it will pick up. Still a good night!

Im back at work, so dont wanna be here today but its all good i guess! I just want to go home get stoned and watch Buffy!! Theres always tomorrow!!

Hope you all have a great weekend and will speak to ya soon.

PS - Celeste we still gotta meet up and get stoned this week!!!

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 17:23:41 GMT

Well Im in a much better mood today, probably coz i got days off after tonite!! Hooray! But i still have a fun shift to finish! There have been so many hot Virgin Blue guys tonite, its so funny! Everyone at work thinks im straight. Ha ha. A couple of people are catching onto it now, the other night one of the guys i work with was trying to ask me without accusing me of anything and it was so funny. He just couldnt say the word gay coz hes all religious and stuff.

So whats everyone up to in the next couple of days. Give me a call if you wanna do anyhting but i have no credit at the moment so will call you back if you miss a call! Amy if your free you should catch a red cat over and have a boogie with me!!

PS - Any one that is bored go to www.badgerbadgerbadger.com and watch the cartoon about badgers and then this really funny one about kenya!! I keep watching it at work and now everyone at work sings it!!

Mon, 31 May 2004 17:35:59 GMT

Well im once again at work! This job is really starting to wear me down!! I mean the job is ok but no one here really gets trained properly in anything and i feel so lost at work coz half the time i dont know what im doing. They made me manager after only 7weeks which i guess is cool but they seem to have forgotten to train me as a manager so half my shift is trying to fix problems i know nothing about!
And everyday after my shift i have to wait around to get in trouble from a manager for something i know nothing about. It really gets depressing. I work graveyard shift almost every night of the week but it still seems not good enough for this company and they have to keep making me come in for day long trainign sessions on my only days off! Worse thing is there not even training me about stuff i need to know, its all useless crap like membership clubs and frequent flyer points and stuff.

So over it. I have no life and work sux.

Well anyway i might just start looking for a day job, at least that way i can have a life even if work is crap!!

Oh im so sick of streeful shit at the moment, its all really getting to me!!

Sun, 30 May 2004 21:29:55 GMT

Hey everyone, hope you are all good. im once again at work, its amazing how many wierd people walk through the city between midnight and 7am. Its crazy. This man just walked passed wearing massive 80s headphones that werent plugged into anything carrying a pool cue!! Wierd.

Well this week should be fun, james just got a job at David Jones so i get to play my buffy game during the day! Hooray! It also means i can start seeing people during the day, when i wake up, coz i dont have to feel bad for leaving james on his own.

Well hope to see you all later!

Have Fun!

PS - Congratulations Perth for winning MY RESTAURANT RULES!! we rock!!

Sat, 29 May 2004 18:11:43 GMT

Well another weekend(or days off) is over and back at work! Fun! Well its not too bad but id rather be sleeping!

So how is everyone, hope you all have had a good week, i know uni stuff takes over time for a lot of you so good luck and dont work too hard!

Thursday night was pretty good, we had a decent crowd but its uni holidays for some uni's starting this week so we should be quite busy. If you guys wanna come this week just let us know and we will have a boogie all night long.

Im still all up in the air about what i want, but i think i should give it another go , i just dont wanna regret anything later but i do need to make a few changes to my life so i feel like normal people my age, if the relationship works with this then great, but if not at least ill be more certain of what i want to do!!

Well i will speak to you all later!!

Tue, 25 May 2004 15:51:46 GMT

Its so funny,

today ive been playing counsellor with these two new guys on the scene. People are starting to spread rumours about them..as they tend to do on the perth scene, and they dont know what to do so they keep messaging me to help sort out there problems. Its so funny but i know what its like so ive been telling them to stop hanging out with the wrong people. Its crazy coz im the last person to ask for advice but its all good.

Anyway everything else is alright, still thinking about that shit form last nigt but i feel a bit better just having let it out..at least on livejournal.

Hope to see you all on thursday, come up earlier and ill try to look after you for drinks. And tom not sure if tomorrow still happening but i will let you know coz i wanna get drunk!!

See yas later

Mon, 24 May 2004 18:16:57 GMT

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